Where is God when you need Him?

Ever wonder that? Where do you go to find Him? What keeps you going?

Two nights ago, it was so tranquil and peaceful where I was that I thought it would have been perfect to be called Home.

Ever felt that way? For the first time in a very long time, even for a moment, my heart rested.

It was not absent of desires but like an abandoned child, it could only soothe its dull ache by humming a tune, by rocking itself.

Mate, thank you for being my companion and listening ear at the desk.

Gor, you are like a big brother that I never had.

Bao, you are my big sister. May you find back yourself, and happiness.

Siang, I’ve always been proud of you. You are kind and giving. You are a good person, truly the good twin (unlike me).

To the other twin, if I ever had a soul mate, it would have been you.

Aud, whatever I need to say to you, I have. You are one lucky bastard.

Coz, when I look at you these days, there are times when I see the cheeky boy whom I grew up with.

I will live to fight another day. Score another victory. This He promised me. ; P

Ling “.+